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| Bullets in your head, neck and heart. Once you've experienced this in your life, there is no questioning about who you want to be, no consideration about the question who you can depend on. Smart-wise one very option comes across your mind; analyze and filter your environment in order to survive manipulation and betrayal, even when you sold your own soul to the devil. All my life I have been living out of curiosity yearning for new challenges, no doubt to risk fall downs, I conquered many different types of hardships. Once it was there, it still remains, it was "it" all along.. Acknowledging I'm my finest own armor standing by myself, I'm ready for the very next phase of life to learn. | | |
| An extraordinary black diamond that’s uncommon to find. She’s standing there watching over it, his gaze, those eyes tantalizing openly, inviting her to get closer. As the black diamond ripped hearts separately, her tails has exposed, spinning the game, conversely fear and doubts should be shattered in fire. When her absence appears he pursuits for the black diamond. The bitter wind has returned and twirls in circles, old existence has restored and he got her under his thumb. Where is the black stone that keeps her tender? Closure is essential in command to progress, the other way or this is a breakdown disappointment too. The leaves fall from the tree as the time pass by, grudgingly the gem has lost its shine and disappears. A selfish soul wanders around and craves for more. How charismatic delicate roses turn violently into thorns, thorns thick as his blackmail. Her hands shock and the thorns slip from her fingertips. She kept smiling till the door closed behind her. Black diamond unique as its inimitable way, it cannot be shared. Her ears bleed as the voices requests for more. The essence of forcing and manipulation will lead to vicious destructive manners. Wrapped in his arms, for those moments there was security. As the black diamond slipped away, she found herself lost in search of him. He left the door wide open that he was sure she’d come back in. In the only time she could hold him in her mind, it doesn’t seem to fill her up inside. All her attempts were in vain. Dressed for the occasion time after time. It was easier to dream about it, insistences that there was more than this. Careless of the stitches she went bold as hell to find this black diamond. Her heart is so warm but it burns for what she desires. Unnatural forces prevent him to be bewitched by her. How someone up there can’t stand her and drags her through another day. She’s into war with reality where the distance never ends. Where praise is due, magical essence is there when his eyes still glow as he watches her smile. She took his dreams, hopes and mind to shatter. Entered a world where she didn’t quite belong. Call it crazy for thinking this way; she’s wondering what things would be like. Knowing she can’t give everything but it would be nice. If she’s blind now, if all this was a dream, at least she’d tried dreaming. Full of desire to stay, but don’t wonder why she leaves with the cold wind. Voices like wind, wordless their whispers that’s calling her. She closed her eyelids to be secure it’s real. She takes a breath and look around, his face can’t be found. Wandering off strayed from the path, she see’s the shades wasting their last dreams. The rain keeps pouring down; she walks the twisting and turning road, never knowing the day when it will be found. Just when she thinks that her life’s on track something happens that sets her back. As she passes, she stopped and reached closer to the window down the streets. Her fingertips reach and touch the window. She gazes to the reflection with a blank stare, the black diamond glimmers. Where will is the power, she brought her flame back from the shadows. In the end diamonds survive. by Quita Nguyen | | |
| You are suffering from inner conflict which you are finding difficult to resolve. You need to reach a conclusion that is the least damaging for all concerned. You must allow yourself enough time to carefully consider everything. Your dilemma is should you allow your sense of what is right or wrong to take priority over what is personally advantageous to you. Remember you will have to live with the decision for the rest of your life so definitely look after to number one if it's something you feel you need beyond all else. (Source: Horoscope) | | |
| It's amazing, I'm the reason
Everybody fired up this evening
I'm exhausted, barely breathing
Holding on to what I believe in I'm a monster, I'm a killer
I know I'm wrong
I'm a problem
That'll never ever be solved I know my apologies isn't enough to ease the pain,
moreover the complications to my family and friends.
I'll take all responsibility for everything i've created to my surroundings. (Amazing by Kanye West) | | |
| Everybody desires inspiration, everybody needs a soul. When affection takes over, you know you can't defy. Before I face reality, I’m trying to solve life's mysteries. I don't want to call my friends, they might wake me from this delusion, and I can't leave this bed risk forgetting all that's been. Am I supposed to do faithfully what I feel within, when the situation's out of grip. Whilst he came into sight, he brought the woman out of me, easily. He may possibly be the one that's not anxious to look me in the eyes. In the vein of some kind of daydream I'll never disregard, I'm caught in this spin. He wants to make a remembrance, he wants to steal a piece of time. Don't try to find me, just live in my remembrance, it will always be there. What am I to you, that you should believe in, it's one of those mysteries. Eventual devotion will find a way. It's thorny and multifaceted, it always is, that's just how the complex way goes. Enlighten… once it’s game over…
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